Tuesday, September 15, 2009
我不要你爱我的心绝口不提.
So many things happened in just a night. U and U. Hurts me like nobody's business. And now. Another u?
ASX & EPGQ
I didn't knew u both would do this to me. It's really very heartaching. I cried the whole night. Tears rolled down like tap. I couldn't close it. I couldn't sleep. When i close my eyes, images of u 2 came out my mind. I hope it was just an nightmare. But it was the fact. The fact that u both treated me lidat. Girl, i was disappointed in u. U changed. So much so much. Boy, i'm disappointed in u as well. I'm speechless and i don't know how to face u anymore. I give up. Really. My heart won't beat for u any further.
090909
Are u okay? Does all those words came out cause u were drunk or was it from ur heart? I was sad when u asked for number. I'm scared that u'll be the 2nd she'll steal from me. Do u understand me? Do u know how i feel?
Cried whole night. When will the cheerful kailing come back? When will this nightmare stop? It's killing me. Someone kill me please. Let all sadness leave me.
Woke up at 5plus. Prepared and bus-ed to jp. Chatted with Sonia. She understood how i feel. Thanks AKL. Met wei jie they all. He was there. Seriously, i didn't know how to face him. Things that happened last night ran through my mind again. Next to camou. Accompany perlyn and kelly for dinner at MOS burger. Chatted and had fun with them. Soon, they left. Went billy bomber for chocolate fondue and cheese fondue with the guys. They paid. Wei kiet came. Went for smoke break and slacked outside mrt station. Wei kiet accompanied to wait for my bus while the rest went home. Thanks wei kiet. =)
Everything's in a mess now. I hope things will end soon.
凯羚
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12:39 AM
