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Monday, March 14, 2011
SOME THOUGHTS
This gonna be a naggy + boring post. Just some thoughts i had this few days.
Went to visit Baby Kayson twice yesterday. Once in the afternoon with Jasceline ah yi, Cecelia ah yi, Mummy & Eunice. When we reached, Baby Kayson was on phototherapy because his jaundice level is high. Was told that he'll be fine soon. Seeing him under the light with his eyes covered aches my heart. Left very soon cause mummy says i can't stay out for long as i'm still doing confinement. Was super reluctant to leave but no choice. Back to granny's & daddy says night time he'll be going to visit Baby Kayson with granny. Told daddy i wanna go down with them & daddy came to pick me & granny at 7pm plus. Reached the ward & Baby Kayson was crying badly. My heart sank to the bottom when i hear his cries. He keeps crying & struggling around when his pacifier drops & he even scratches his face. There's a cut on his face. =(
Told the nurse to let him wear a mittens incase of more scratches. Dad wanted to leave after not long. Guess he's also heartbroken to see Baby Kayson like that. Dad sent us home. On the way home was super moodless. Reached home, had a chat with hubby & broke down. I told hubby i don't feel like a mother. Cause after i gave birth to Baby Kayson till now, i haven't carried him yet. And he looks like he's suffering. Will he blame me in the future for giving birth to him like that? Am i the one who caused him to be suffering?
Hubby hugged me tight telling me everything will be alright but i know he's also tearing. Haiish. Let's just hope Baby Kayson will be fine & discharge real soon. I will jiayous in expressing milk for him every 3hourly & hubby will jiayous in working hard earning money to support us.
Woke up this morning by mummy's call asking about Baby Kayson's situation. But i didn't receive any calls from kkh. Decided to call up the ward & good news i received. Although he's still on phototherapy, but he started taking in my expressed breast milk at 9am and they'll feed him 4ml every hourly. Hope everything goes well. Pray hard.
Alrights. That's all for today's post. Today's the 4th day of my confinement. Still doing good with hubby by my side & granny's care. Really appreciate everything that granny's doing for me. She's really good. Love her so much.
Ohh yahh...
Thanks Teacher Audrey(Mummy's ex colleague) for the hamper gift.
Thanks Ichiban(Mummy's work place) for the hamper gift.
Thanks Ah Yan Aunty(Mummy's colleague) for the ang bao.
Thanks Jessie ah yi for the ang bao.
Thanks Jasceline ah yi for the ang bao & biscuits.
Thanks Cecelia ah yi for the ang bao & biscuits.
Thanks xiao yi po for the ang bao.
Thanks 3rd gu gong for the ang bao.
Thanks people for all ur care & concerns. Greatly appreciated. =D
凯羚
♥♥义发
2:27 PM
This gonna be a naggy + boring post. Just some thoughts i had this few days.
