Wednesday, March 31, 2010
ADDICTED.
Sorry for not blogging for so long.
So lazy plus erm busy yea? Finally i'm done on confinement !! But still can't really eat alot of outside food. Back to hubby's place. Not staying at granny's anymore.
Well, that's all for today. Have been going over to see biyun god-daughter recently. She has grown so so much. And she's getting more and more adorable as days passes by. Well, i guess that's the only thing that cheers me up. Recovering well.
No new pics till i transfer to my lappy. Alright, that's all. Gonna turn in soon with hubby. Nights peoples.
*Hubby, thanks for pampering me so much during ur birthday. It's ur birthday and u did so much things for me and made me felt guilty for not buying anything for u cause nothing caughts ur eyes.
I love the dress u brought for me.
I love the 2 tops u brought for me.
I love those bangles u brought for me.
I love my hair colour ttm and thanks so much for paying.
I LOVE U HUBBY. Mwarkksss
I wanted to quit smoking so much. But after every meal, i'll feel like lighting up a stick. And everytime after a packet finishes, i'll tend to buy another packet and it goes on. I really wants to quit smoking. But, it's so so so difficult.
凯羚
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1:34 AM
Monday, March 22, 2010
I seriously don't know who read my plurk or my blog and told my mum that i took back smoking. HEYS, it's my problem. Can't u guys mind ur own business. What benifits do u gain after u tell my mum? That'll only led to ME, quarreling with her. SHE, threatening me with my dad. WHAT'S THIS MAN !!!!
I don't need comments and neither do i need this kind of people interfering my lifes. GET A LIFE MAN !! What's so bad about smoking? It's not like i've killed someone or put a tatoo that'll be on my body forever.
I guess i'm changing bloglink or putting my blog on private soon.
TO PREVENT K-POS FROM READING MY BLOG AND GOING AROUND SHOOTING STUFFS THAT'LL LED TO QUARRELS FROM MY FAMILY.
LEAVE ME ALONE
Get lost people. AND SHUT THE HELL UP. !
SO WHAT IF I'M A SMOKER? DOES IT CONCERNS U?
凯羚
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6:22 PM
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Backaches
Sorry peoples for not blogging for 3 days. Was lazy. =.=!! Nothing much to update also. Cause my life are all the same everyday.
Have been going back to hubby's place everynight cause granny's brother is staying over at granny's. Hubby's place is still the best. Back to granny's during 12plus and had lunch and then slack and then dinner and then back to hubby's. Boring life.
Granny allowed me to bath, Like finally!! Washed my oily hair and body with the herbal water she brewed. Feel so fresh. Will be staying at hubby's place from friday night till monday noon. Not going back to mum's side as she'll be busy during sat and sun.
Yea ! 7 more days to end my confinement. And i can dye black my hair. 8 more days to go kkh to take my report and i hopes my gynae gives me good news. That's all. Byes peoples. Take care.
凯羚
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2:20 PM
Monday, March 15, 2010
Great Weekend.
It's monday again people. That means, i'm back to granny's. Spend my weekends with hubby. Was a great one.
Back to granny's at 12plus this afternoon. Bused back and had milo and biscuit as light lunch. Had full dinner and watched '金石良缘' throughout. Finishing 20 episodes. Gonna watch '老婆大人' next.
Alrights. That's all for today. 10 more days of confinement.
凯羚
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8:40 PM
Friday, March 12, 2010
FRIDAY
It's friday today. That means, i'm going back to my mum's place tonight. Will ask dad come fetch me home tonight.
Went back to hubby's house last night cause i miss sleeping in air-con room plus my bed. Went back at 9pm and doze off straight away after changing to my phyjamas while hubby's bathing. Slept all the way till 11.30am and made breakfast for both hubby and i. Hubby's on leave today as he gonna go back selatar camp to pay his IPPT fees. Cabbed over to granny's place at 12pm.
Just finished my lunch. Granny cooked bee hun soup with 2 eggs !! Damn bloated. Waiting for hubby to be back and i guess i'm gonna doze off again. Feeling tired plus the cramp in my stomach isn't getting any better. Am i recovering?
就这样了。Byes.
凯羚
♥♥义发
1:57 PM
Thursday, March 11, 2010
14 MORE DAYS
Who0oHo0os !! 14 more days to end my confinement. HAPPY !!
Woke up late today. Was super tired. Had half boiled eggs for breakfast by granny again. Ate and now slacking on this lappy.
Finished watching 20 episodes of 'Priceless wonders'. I wonder what show will be up next. Had a tiff with hubby last night due to some stupid stuffs. I guess we're alright now. No more cold wars. People always says : 床头吵，床尾和。
Oh ya, granny strike first price last night. Lucky lucky her. =))
That's all for today. Gonna go watch episode 7 of 'The illusionist'.
Take care people. Byes.
凯羚
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11:48 AM
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
RAINY DAYS
Morning peeposss. Woke up at 5am plus as usual due to granny's alarm. Nice weather to sleep but i'm so awake already. Had half boiled egg for breakfast by granny as i requested. YUMMY !!
IM.SO.THE.BORING.LARHHSS
Nothing for me to do. Hubby came at 8pm plus last night, later than before cause he worked overtime. That means, more earnings !! Was cleaning myself up when he came, accompany him for dinner and fall asleep. Both hubby and i was super tired that we both fall asleep on the sofa in less than 5 mins. Shared a stick with hubby and he left. Came in and slept all the way till 5am plus this morning.
Gonna stuck at this lappy till night time and sleeps at 10plus again tonight. Boring life i have.
Can someone bring me out for shopping?
Can someone bring me out for some exercise?
Can someone intro me a job to work at home?
Can someone tells me what to do?
ShuXian buddy came to visit me yesterday together with biyun god-daughter. OMG !!! She's so cute. She keeps sticking her tongue out when i asked for kiss.
Alrights, that's all for today's post. Nothing much. Wonder what's granny cooking for lunch today? Smells nice. Be back at night or tomorrow morning. Take care humans.
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LASTLY, i wanna go watch movie !!!!!!!!
Labels: Rainy Days
凯羚
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7:14 AM
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
A fresh start.
Past post are saved as drafts.
Okay, my mind's so blank now. Gonna take some time to think of what to type for this post. Something's pulling me back from posting about my abortion. But to prevent people from asking about my things and stuffs. Read my blog kays?
Right, did an abortion on the 6th march after much consideration. Decided to let this little precious out because she's without kidney. Nobody know why this happens. Waiting for the report to be out and i guess i'll know why on the 26th march which is hubbys birthday. Will go collect with hubby. =)
I gave birth to my little precious because she's 22th weeks and the doctor says it's dangerous to suck out. Was admitted on the 5th march. Doctors starts to insert pills into my vagina every 4 hours in order to let my cervix open so that i can let her out. Normally for first time abortion, i'll have to take 2 course which is 10 pills. But after my 4th pill on 6th march morning 7am plus, the doctor checked me and says i can give birth as my cervix is big enough to let her out. So at 8am they ask me to start pushing at my ward/bed. The pain was so unbearable. Took loads of pain killers and injection. Finally, decided to do a big push with the help of hubby's hand. Did a urber big/hard bite on his hand and pushed out little precious. Little precious came out and all of my pain went off. Was so relived! Rested and waited for the nurse to clean me up.
The nurse re-confirmed with me if i wanna see little precious, i said no. And my heart hurts so much. Hubby rejected seeing little precious toos. But i know he did somehow saw abit. Was told that i'm able to discharge at 5.30pm. Was super happy! Mum came down at 1pm plus. Cooked me confinement food, no appetite but did ate abit. Rested and the doctor came to tell me my body was very strong. She said my body takes in medicine fast and reacts fast. And she told me my little precious is very beautiful. Hold back my tears and thank god. It wasn't easy to accept and did all these.
I'll always remember i gave birth to this precious and i'll always mark 6th march on my celendar. I don't blame god for taking her away, i know it's all fated. I know god will take good care of her and she'll be good. Although i do misses her at times, i know she'll always be in my heart.
Doing confinement now at granny's house. No snacks, maggie mee, ice water, alcohol, bath and outing for me for 1 month!! Under the care of granny and my mum, i'm sure i'll recover fast. I'll just have to bear with the hot-ness and the no junk food life. It's a good chance to slim down yea? Lost 7kg after abortion. I wanna slim down and plan for another baby soon.
Hubby have been bugging me for another baby. He says he wants us to have another baby by july. Is it too fast? To me is fine, we're able to raise the baby and i really do love kids loads. I hope god hears my prays and give me another cute and heathy child.
*Hubby, i'm sorry, i broke down again. I promise to be strong. Let's work hard against ur goal. I'm sure we'll be able to make it. For the sake of our future and ur 30th birthday wish. Let's jiayou !!!! I love you loads. Although i won't be able to sleep beside u now everyday, but seeing u come see me after work everydays contents me.
凯羚
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10:09 AM
Morning peeposss. Woke up at 5am plus as usual due to granny's alarm. Nice weather to sleep but i'm so awake already. Had half boiled egg for breakfast by granny as i requested. YUMMY !! 
